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Best part of it was probably disturbing cold air and hypnotizing moody sky…

Well, more about the trip:
the whole meaning of this little adventure was to share.
It may come as a surprise, but the folk in Cuzco, Peru (one of the most admired touristed spots in the world) has hard time survivng, children have to work, and most of them do not even need to dream, since they know- their lives will be dedicated to selling wool stuff to white and spoiled tourists…
So if you packed your backpack ready, once you are there- MIND TO SHARE. It’s easy, and good, and you can do it, so why not?
From Viktoryian and Pepo:
Huuuuuuge THANK YOU to those who joined this trip if not in person, with their hearts and minds.
Synne Hathway, Shannon Rose, Rosa Elelna Gutierrez, Angie Romero, Kris Yalta, Roxana Flores Bazan and Elizabeth Pachaslaines! Ladies, YOU ROCK!!!

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It seems to me that I stopped talking about something that really matters to me… I´m afraid to tell too much…
It seems to me that once I need someone to talk to, I can´t reach that right soul.
I can´t speak to the ones who I know will hear and understand- they mean too much to me, so I can´t let them to be hurt…
I can´t speak to random people- can´t let them know too much about myself… Afraid of their pity.

So I speak into the crowd… There is a hope yet, that that one right person will hear, will understand and will do all the right things… Just like in movies. Never happens in real life though.
So I just keep on screaming into the crowd´s generous ears till the pain desappears and frustraition cures into harmony. My happiness is fragile.

I´ll be myself one day, but today I´m a shadow of me.

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Here we are born perfectly healthy and happy, then we grow up and the first thing we actually do is learning the ways to kill ourselves. We learn how to smoke, we try alcohol, drugs or just date all the wrong people, stay in paintful relationship, spend weekends in bad companies, get drunk, fuck without condom, go home and stay sleeping all sunday… Every single celebration has become to distruction.
Life goes by…

Why do we hate ourselves so much? Why do we suicide every single day in every single way?

YaV2

Ja V

I have just smoked a cigarette like a smoker…

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Yeap! That´s about me!

I´ve been so busy lately trying to make my dreams come true, that I could barely see how fast the time is actually passing by… What is it about life:
it goes so slow when you suffer, but once you truely get excited it flies so fast?

Well, I´m still on the run, and I won´t let life happen without me really BEING THERE!

I´ve read about the death of the World´s oldest man Henry Allingham today, and it only made me think more about the life, not life in general, but the life itself happening right at this moment right here. What is about? Why do I worry about living? Will I even remember this day later.. when I´ll be old? Which days do we remember in the end of the path? What do we think about when we see the light in the end of the tunnel? Where it goes? Will we even ever get to know about it…

I wonder what was the World´s oldest man thinking about our nowadays life with all its crowds and noise. Our unsatisfaction and irritation, nervious and stressful living should have seem strange to a man who lived through First World War, doing his best to survive through hunger, pain and loss. It might have been strange for him to see us caring so much about what to wear and what to do tonight… Anyway this is something we´ll never know, we´ll learn about it on our own, since the life is a very personal dress, which can´t be borrowed, and once you put it on, you´ll never take it off… So live it, and do not waste your time trying to change it. Not working!

And so I´m living in a Bubble. Today it´s Red! 🙂

Buy art

You can´t borrow my dress, but you can imaginary try it on, while watching the world through my pictures. So… how do you like?
Be honest, I don´t mind the harsh critics! Buy if you like it! Or just watch! I´m glad to share!

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Life without limits…
Life maybe full of loss and pain,
but always free of fear…
Life where the sky is only an open door
to your own endless universe…
No stops and no doubts on the way,
faster than light, higher than haven…
and it´s your own hurting heart which is the key to your brightest happiness…

ViktoryiaN Photography- La Punta in B&W

ViktoryiaN Photography- La Punta in B&W

ViktoryiaN Photography´2

ViktoryiaN Photography´3

…uploaded while listening to Buena Vista Social Club “Chan Chan” and smoking… which is not a common thing for me…
Living once.. experiencing on the way…
😉

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The life around here goes too fast or too slow and nothing in the middle.

Sometimes I´m run out of time, so I don´t manage to do all the planned stuff, another day I feel tired already before dinner and wish that that day could be divided into two shorter ones. Well…
Life is so confusing over here… I see an innocent human being, kind and loving, then just in a moment it turns to be humanly evil, spoiled with hate and arrogance.
Here good life is all about good luck. So when one has it all, the other one enjoys the rests.
And that´s the way life goes over here. Day by day… Night after night…

I stuck in the cage between the ground and the sky. And as all other mortals I´m offered only one way out of here: deep under the ground and high over the sky. What´s there?
Unknown doesn´t scare me. Actually the only ting that bothers me is why can´t we send letters from this other unknown place…
Obviously watching the world´s “simple life” from the heaven´s mezzanine, being already wise and experiences, on could write to the yet mortal ones about all the mistakes once committed and all the wrong choices once taken. While the mortals could learn from those who lived here before…
Who knows, maybe the living itself would get a little more simple, the relationship wouldn´t get that complicated and so people would be happier…
People need to be happier!

Today when human kind has become an often guest out there in the space, the question of personal realationship is still known as the most complicated one.
If it´s family, friends, lovers, marrige… Whenever two people get close…
So we love, hate, care, break up, feed, cure and fight again. It takes time and effort for two individuals to get close, still tha happiness for couple of us is not always reachable.
As many examples prove the happy ending doesn´t depend on how beautiful, smart, kind, generally great or not people are, as it doesn´t really matter how rich, educated, successful or not one person is.

Then what does it take to become happy in relationships?
a. Simply Love
b. Hard work
c. Passion and Romance
d. Friendship and Respect

What is the key to happy You and Me?
a. Attraction
b. Trust and Honesty
c. Common sence of Humor and Acceptance
d. …love?

Does the fact of being happy now, means “forever happy”?

Isn´t unknowability the charm of life itself?
Our destiny is not always in our hands, but we all can choose to be happy, I guess.

In the end… my sister once read somewhere one wise thought:

“Life is what is going on
while you are busy making other plans”.

We just got to LIVE IT!!!

Julie. One special girl.

Julie. One special girl.

Num. An individual. Friend.

Num. An individual. Friend.

Tanjusha. A lovely friend.

Tanjusha. A lovely friend.

Pepo. My best friend, the love of my life, a part of my family.

Pepo. My best friend, the love of my life, a part of my family.

Pepo again. Here I have to mention the rest of my lovely family: my mom and my dad, my sis and my bro, my great friend Petl, my little ones Jimky, Katarinka, Charlie, Rico, Negra, Princesa and Tobi.

Pepo again. Here I have to mention the rest of my lovely family: my mom and my dad, my sis and my bro, my great friend Petl, my little ones Jimky, Katarinka, Charlie, Rico, Negra, Princesa and Tobi.

All these were just some of my very special relationship captured by my cam. 🙂

ViktoryiaN Photography

ViktoryiaN Photography

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…one little girl imagined the absolute freedom, and since then couldn´t stop thinking of it. Being absolutely free seemed to be impossible, but the idea of it was just too hard to resist. Then the little girl decided to fool the Universe: she wanted to extract all possible essence of independance in order to reach the greatest freedom of all. So she learnt to ignore, to forget, to get lost, to forgive, to lose, to stay alone and to be herself… And when it was time to refuse from love, the little girl realized that her life was about to lose its meaning. So she kept just the heart of freedom- her identity. Then she became happy :)!

Afterall WHAT IF ALL FREEDOM ONE HUMAN CAN POSSIBLY GET IS JUST A PRISON UNDER AN OPEN SKY…

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