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It seems to me that I stopped talking about something that really matters to me… I´m afraid to tell too much…
It seems to me that once I need someone to talk to, I can´t reach that right soul.
I can´t speak to the ones who I know will hear and understand- they mean too much to me, so I can´t let them to be hurt…
I can´t speak to random people- can´t let them know too much about myself… Afraid of their pity.

So I speak into the crowd… There is a hope yet, that that one right person will hear, will understand and will do all the right things… Just like in movies. Never happens in real life though.
So I just keep on screaming into the crowd´s generous ears till the pain desappears and frustraition cures into harmony. My happiness is fragile.

I´ll be myself one day, but today I´m a shadow of me.

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One little heart …with great ambitions to survive. Let me introduce you Sultan.



Sultan was abandoned in the street just as many other pets here in Lima.
If you have any interest of helpin the little boy and his friends, please click on one of the images below and check out the information of AYUDA A LOS ANIMALES PERUANOS! HELP PERUVIAN ANIMALS!

And a little messege for all stone-hearted mthfckrs:
STOP IT! JUST STOP BEING SHIT REALLY! YOU ARE NOT THE GODS OF THE WORLD! YOU DON´T OWN THIS PLANET!
HUMANS HAVE GOT NEIGHBORS YOU KNOW! ANIMALS HAVE ALL THE SAME RIGHT FOR LIVING ON EARTH AS WE DO!
SO STOP SHITTING ALL AROUND! BE MORE HUMAN!!!

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Here we are born perfectly healthy and happy, then we grow up and the first thing we actually do is learning the ways to kill ourselves. We learn how to smoke, we try alcohol, drugs or just date all the wrong people, stay in paintful relationship, spend weekends in bad companies, get drunk, fuck without condom, go home and stay sleeping all sunday… Every single celebration has become to distruction.
Life goes by…

Why do we hate ourselves so much? Why do we suicide every single day in every single way?

YaV2

Ja V

I have just smoked a cigarette like a smoker…

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Yeap! That´s about me!

I´ve been so busy lately trying to make my dreams come true, that I could barely see how fast the time is actually passing by… What is it about life:
it goes so slow when you suffer, but once you truely get excited it flies so fast?

Well, I´m still on the run, and I won´t let life happen without me really BEING THERE!

I´ve read about the death of the World´s oldest man Henry Allingham today, and it only made me think more about the life, not life in general, but the life itself happening right at this moment right here. What is about? Why do I worry about living? Will I even remember this day later.. when I´ll be old? Which days do we remember in the end of the path? What do we think about when we see the light in the end of the tunnel? Where it goes? Will we even ever get to know about it…

I wonder what was the World´s oldest man thinking about our nowadays life with all its crowds and noise. Our unsatisfaction and irritation, nervious and stressful living should have seem strange to a man who lived through First World War, doing his best to survive through hunger, pain and loss. It might have been strange for him to see us caring so much about what to wear and what to do tonight… Anyway this is something we´ll never know, we´ll learn about it on our own, since the life is a very personal dress, which can´t be borrowed, and once you put it on, you´ll never take it off… So live it, and do not waste your time trying to change it. Not working!

And so I´m living in a Bubble. Today it´s Red! 🙂

Buy art

You can´t borrow my dress, but you can imaginary try it on, while watching the world through my pictures. So… how do you like?
Be honest, I don´t mind the harsh critics! Buy if you like it! Or just watch! I´m glad to share!

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Life without limits…
Life maybe full of loss and pain,
but always free of fear…
Life where the sky is only an open door
to your own endless universe…
No stops and no doubts on the way,
faster than light, higher than haven…
and it´s your own hurting heart which is the key to your brightest happiness…

ViktoryiaN Photography- La Punta in B&W

ViktoryiaN Photography- La Punta in B&W

ViktoryiaN Photography´2

ViktoryiaN Photography´3

…uploaded while listening to Buena Vista Social Club “Chan Chan” and smoking… which is not a common thing for me…
Living once.. experiencing on the way…
😉

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The life around here goes too fast or too slow and nothing in the middle.

Sometimes I´m run out of time, so I don´t manage to do all the planned stuff, another day I feel tired already before dinner and wish that that day could be divided into two shorter ones. Well…
Life is so confusing over here… I see an innocent human being, kind and loving, then just in a moment it turns to be humanly evil, spoiled with hate and arrogance.
Here good life is all about good luck. So when one has it all, the other one enjoys the rests.
And that´s the way life goes over here. Day by day… Night after night…

I stuck in the cage between the ground and the sky. And as all other mortals I´m offered only one way out of here: deep under the ground and high over the sky. What´s there?
Unknown doesn´t scare me. Actually the only ting that bothers me is why can´t we send letters from this other unknown place…
Obviously watching the world´s “simple life” from the heaven´s mezzanine, being already wise and experiences, on could write to the yet mortal ones about all the mistakes once committed and all the wrong choices once taken. While the mortals could learn from those who lived here before…
Who knows, maybe the living itself would get a little more simple, the relationship wouldn´t get that complicated and so people would be happier…
People need to be happier!

Today when human kind has become an often guest out there in the space, the question of personal realationship is still known as the most complicated one.
If it´s family, friends, lovers, marrige… Whenever two people get close…
So we love, hate, care, break up, feed, cure and fight again. It takes time and effort for two individuals to get close, still tha happiness for couple of us is not always reachable.
As many examples prove the happy ending doesn´t depend on how beautiful, smart, kind, generally great or not people are, as it doesn´t really matter how rich, educated, successful or not one person is.

Then what does it take to become happy in relationships?
a. Simply Love
b. Hard work
c. Passion and Romance
d. Friendship and Respect

What is the key to happy You and Me?
a. Attraction
b. Trust and Honesty
c. Common sence of Humor and Acceptance
d. …love?

Does the fact of being happy now, means “forever happy”?

Isn´t unknowability the charm of life itself?
Our destiny is not always in our hands, but we all can choose to be happy, I guess.

In the end… my sister once read somewhere one wise thought:

“Life is what is going on
while you are busy making other plans”.

We just got to LIVE IT!!!

Julie. One special girl.

Julie. One special girl.

Num. An individual. Friend.

Num. An individual. Friend.

Tanjusha. A lovely friend.

Tanjusha. A lovely friend.

Pepo. My best friend, the love of my life, a part of my family.

Pepo. My best friend, the love of my life, a part of my family.

Pepo again. Here I have to mention the rest of my lovely family: my mom and my dad, my sis and my bro, my great friend Petl, my little ones Jimky, Katarinka, Charlie, Rico, Negra, Princesa and Tobi.

Pepo again. Here I have to mention the rest of my lovely family: my mom and my dad, my sis and my bro, my great friend Petl, my little ones Jimky, Katarinka, Charlie, Rico, Negra, Princesa and Tobi.

All these were just some of my very special relationship captured by my cam. 🙂

ViktoryiaN Photography

ViktoryiaN Photography

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… while laying in bed at 6 in the morning: let myself stay there an unpredictable “longer” and being predictable or struggle myself out of bed and meet the sunrise. So I did. And I remembered once again that I love Callao at 6 in the morning. Actually it´s the only hour in a day when it makes sence to be awoken. Then the market opens for the crowd and the busses cross the avenue every 30 seconds, the world becomes so noisy, that I can barealy hear my own thoughts.
At 6 in the morning Callao is different. The night smell of the rotten fish from the ocean already left the area, and just before the smell of gasoline mixes up with the smell of recently killed chickens, there is a moment of fresh clean air, so I spoiled myself a little standing outside on the balcony with the cap of coffee watching the workers from the market falling into their daily routine. Just in a moment the same market in front of the house will become a noisy scary crowd, where it is so easy to get lost and in a hurry of the survival to forget that you are a human…

Yesterday was one of those days when I had to make a daily choice of being a man or being a human.

These two where left in a plastic bag in front of our house yesterday afternoon…

Two of those who world doesn´t miss...

Two of those who world doesn´t miss...

As we (my husband and me) found them, we had a choice to keep on walking or try to help them, since there is a little hope that someone else here will stop. And so we did… We spend the whole afternoon with those kids playing with them, feeding them and doing dry wash. Unfortunatly we couldn´t take them inside of the house where we live now. So we gave them to our neighbor, where they will stay until we find new families for them.

Who could ever leave him out there alone?...

Who could ever leave him out there alone?...

People are surprisingly cruel. Nothing breakes there hearts made of stone any longer. Then what about the hope for a better world? As for me.. I manage to keep it alive only at 6 in the morning, and I don´t wake up that early every day…

The big ladies (well, not me) were also once left on the market without food, water or care...

The big ladies (well, not me) were also once left on the market without food, water or care...

...but they haven´t lost their trust on people. I´m doing it...

...but they haven´t lost their trust on people. I´m doing it...

We all got choice, people...

We all got choice, people...

Pictures by my precious husband! 🙂

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…life over here has become very intense. Our life over here is not about us. Right now all our free time is dedicated to the idea of changing… if not the world, at least some of its precious lives.
This work and dedication demands lots of energy. And sometimes, while feeling tired, I slightly wish I was one of those who didn´t care. But I´m still here. We are still here. And hopefully once we´ll be able to appreciate the results of the work we´ve been doing these days.
So far with the help of good people, we enjoy watching little good changes heppening in the daily routine of the once forgotten on the street. And right now I´m talking about peruvian animals.
It has been almost one mounth since our facebook group Ayuda a los Animales Peruanos! Help Peruvian Animals! was created, and the results of its work are very impressive. We have got lots of support from the members, a few dogs found new families, Graciela received many donations, so their life has been easier now. We hope that we´ll keep receiving this important support and help. Actually we want the group keep growing, because then there is a little hope that one day the streets in Peru will be pain-free…
We have already found more ways to help peruvian animals. It´s also very important to change the collective mentality here in Lima and other poor arias of Peru. We´ll keep on working on it! And w´ll manage it with your help!
We want to thank everyone, who has been with us since the very beginning, and we hope for the same support and interest fathere with our project! 🙂
Now about the latest news from the group activity!

Here in the group album we keep the pictures of all the dogs which are looking for their new caring families, as well as we keep the page updated with the pictures of the members who gave us their donations, helped Graciela and the pets. On the last weekend of May we received enough food donations to feed the dogs for 1 week! Graciela also got food for dogs from ASPPA!
Enough food = Full dogs = Glad dogs = Less fights 🙂
Besides that on the 1 of June we received the very first donacion from abroad!

Angela Milla-Lauridsen send us 35$! Thank you so much for your support, Angela! Here is what you did for peruvian street animals! :)

Angela Milla-Lauridsen send us 35$! Thank you so much for your support, Angela! Here is what you did for peruvian street animals! 🙂

Toby´s daily medicines. Today is the last day of treatment. :)

Toby´s daily medicines. Today is the last day of treatment. 🙂

Gooood boy! :)

Gooood boy! 🙂

The dogs from the market (most of them where simply left here when they were small yet) got extra food and dry shower with pesticide. The last wan´t very easy for us, since the dogs have got little trust on people.

HPA 2

Oldy is around 12 years old. He has lived on the market his complete life.

Oldy is around 12 years old. He has lived on the market his complete life.

It took sometime to catch Tor and shower him. He appeared on the market around 3 mounths ago.

It took sometime to catch Tor and shower him. He appeared on the market around 3 mounths ago.

Tor finally in our hands!

Tor finally in our hands!

Toby again. Not an easy boy at all. But he didn´t manage to escape the pesticide shower.

Toby again. Not an easy boy at all. But he didn´t manage to escape the pesticide shower.

A boy without name. Between us we call him Nosik! So.. here is Nosik hating dry shower...

A boy without name. Between us we call him Nosik! So.. here is Nosik hating dry shower...

This puppy has got amazing eyes. You can find his pics in the group album. He lives in the street now, but hopefully we´ll find a family for him!

This puppy has got amazing eyes. You can find his pics in the group album. He lives in the street now, but hopefully we´ll find a family for him!

Some of Forgotten Children of Peru. All of them were once left to die... But they are living today! And hopefully one day all of them will leave the market and find their own loving and caring family!

Some of Forgotten Children of Peru. All of them were once left to die... But they are living today! And hopefully one day all of them will leave the market and find their own loving and caring family!

The sweet Princesa came to the market pregnant. She was very week and lost her babies. One of the guards from the market took care of her. She´s back on her feet now! She´s extremely loving, very funny and cute! Here Princesa is one day after she got her vaccines receiving a dry shower.

Besides that Graciela received a first necessities package and some nice food for herself, since everything she has she spends for her pets. She´s very greatful to Angela and other members of the group who gave her a hand! Please, stay with us! Together we can change the cruel reality!

P.S:
The member of our facebook group Angela is one of those dedicated people, who wants to make a difference! Today is the 10th of June and we still use some of the donacion we got from Angela! By the way here come the pictures of her and her babies, who she adopted and gave a whole new life to!

One very involved member of our group Angela with her babies Sassy and Sugar! :)

One very involved member of our group Angela with her babies Sassy and Sugar! 🙂

Beautiful Diesel and Wendy, who were adopted by Angela. As you see they are just like her kids!

Beautiful Diesel and Wendy, who were adopted by Angela. As you see they are just like her kids!


Thank you for your photos, Angel! And even more for your support and help! 🙂

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Of course they do!!! I never could understand those people who don´t believe that animals have got heart, soul and mind, just as we do. But they have got it all and it´s a fact! And that´s exactly what I´m trying to transmit through the portraits of animals. Here come some of them in black and white…

by ViktoryiaN

by ViktoryiaN

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All these dogs are now living in the house of a great woman, who has been taking care of them and the other ones for many years. But she´s not getting any younger, so we started searching for new families for these pets!

All these dogs are now living in the house of a great woman, who has been taking care of them and the other ones for many years. But she´s not getting any younger, so we started searching for new families for these pets!

Everyone is welcome to help, here you can contact us: ppovikvision@gmail.com

Everyone is welcome to help, here you can contact us: ppovikvision@gmail.com

Also you can join our facebook group Help Peruvian Animals!

Hope that these images will wake up some sleeping hearts...

Hope that these images will wake up some sleeping hearts...

All these portraits were taken in the house of Graciela Molinari! Each of these pets has got lots of love to share! They´ve got beautiful little hearts! And when you feel lonely, happy, sad or glad, just remember the animals are alive and they have got mood too! 🙂

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